Date:	2004-10-26 02:32
Subject:	Hello.
Security:	Public
Mood:	weird
Music:	Death Cab for Cutie - The Employment Pages

I live in New York now. It's ok. And I have a few weeks left before I start teaching 5th grade so I've been fucking around on the internet a lot at night.

Is it time to revive this thing again?

Date:	2004-09-09 03:35
Subject:	The train at 3am...
Security:	Public
Mood:	listless
Music:	Deathcab for Cutie - Passenger Seat

...is eventful for sure. A man throws up a lot over the course of FOUR stops, a different man is doing reflexology on his own, un-socked, feet, and there are no women in sight.

Would you call someone you didn't know just to get a sock back? Especially if you thought they were attractive?

art and cultural consumption are predisposed, consciously and deliberately or not, to fulfill a social function in legitimating social differences

- Bourdieu

Let's fucking burn every bridge we probably can.

I just watched the O.C. with Matt. It's not the same without Jess and Heather. I miss my roommates. New episodes in 3 weeks!

Date:	2004-01-20 23:38
Subject:	Mates of State
Security:	Public
Mood:	blank
Music:	Just guess.

La'Hov

Thought about who you are
Your dad is alright
But you fooled it up to weather
You bet he's alright

Get off your ass before you go
You never look up

Kori:
Should I try to undo the words that I just said
Replace them with your words instead

Jason:
Your father said you never looked that alive
Nobody says you ever looked that alive

Get off your ass before you go
You never look up

Kori:
Should I try to unmake the moves that I just made
Replace them with your moves instead

Jason:
Your father said you never looked that alive
Nobody says you ever looked that alive

Get off your ass before you go
You never look up

Thought about who you are
Your dad is alright
But you fooled it up to weather
You bet he's alright

Date:	2004-01-20 01:57
Subject:	Huh? Oh, yes.
Security:	Public
Mood:	sleepy
Music:	Mates of State - Everyone Needs an Editor

“the most defining characteristic of intelligence is constant adaptation. Intelligence is active: it observes, learns, changes, and acts, not only on its environment but also on itself,” Marcos Novak.

gary wants to kiss me and i'm suddenly really attracted to large muscular men (these two events are completely unrelated). what's this world coming to?

Date:	2004-01-18 07:02
Subject:	Sometimes it really, really sucks to have your period.
Security:	Public
Mood:	satisfied
Music:	Mogwai

"What makes you so giving?" - C.S. ~ 6:00am today

Date:	2004-01-11 01:23
Subject:	Hey You
Security:	Public
Mood:	pissed off
Music:	Detroit Rock City

GET YOUR OWN FUCKING FRIENDS!

And if you don't want to be my friend, fucking let me know before I go making an ass of myself.

Thanx. A lot.

Looks like I'm off to New York to teach Elementary School Kids come August. I don't think I want to do this. But I have no other options right now.

Date:	2004-01-05 02:33
Subject:	Man from Nebraska
Security:	Public
Mood:	worried
Music:	the notwist "neon golden"

Technique is the objective. Art is the subjective.

Tonight I found out that not all bars suck. That was nice. I saw an old friend (Garrison!) and that was fun.

The best part about New Year's Eve? Busting outside and sprinting two blocks in my strapless bridesmaid's gown and discovering there were fireworks going off.

I heart Cynthia Liss.

Getting over mine and Ian's relationship is going to be harder than I thought.

Staying in the apartment alone is getting kind of lonely and occasionally scary, especially when I watch a dumb horror movie at 1:30am by myself.

"I think that it's brainless/To assume that making changes/To your window's view will give a new perspective"

Date:	2003-12-31 14:47
Subject:	We're going to have a button tent
Security:	Public
Mood:	tired
Music:	Deathcab for Cutie

If you're going to be in or around Chicago, you should come over. Happy New Year's. I hope this year hurts less.

Date:	2003-12-30 03:36
Subject:	Thank goodness
Security:	Public
Mood:	sick
Music:	Boards if Canada "Dandelion"

I'm home. In my bed. And no one is here. No family member snoring, no talk radio blaring. I'm fucking loving it, even though it took 7 1/2 hours to get here on the fucking train. We sat just outside of Chicago forever.

I have a sinus infection that better be gone by New Year's Eve. I want to be able to taste what people bring to the potluck.

I heart the following people because they loved me while I was home: Mom, Dad, Noah, Lisa, A.D., G'ma, Eric, Steve, Jay, Tron, Teather, Dan, and Cindy. Thanx for the rides, the horses, and for rescuing me from various boring family situations.

I think I'm going to take a road trip later this week. Where should I go? Anyone in need of a visit?

Date:	2003-12-21 03:30
Subject:	Shizam!
Security:	Public
Mood:	awake
Music:	Deathcab for Cutie, the Notwist, Mates of State

Thank god for Naureen Shah. She always has something insightful and different to say, and she remembers everything. Not in that creepy elephant kind of way, but in that she really cares about me way. Thank god we dated the same boy and we became friends for it. And the best part is that I know she's never going to read this. That matters and so do you. Yes, you. And not that lame livejournal kind of ambiguous "you," but just you. Thanx for reading this.

Date:	2003-12-20 03:23
Subject:	Am I about to make a series of mistakes?
Security:	Public
Mood:	restless
Music:	Cursive and Modest Mouse. Together. On one playlist.

Ian
Teach for America
Having expectations
Not doing film
Not going to grad school
Not staying in touch with people who matter

"I'm lonesome when you're around/I'm never lonesome when I'm by myself...I miss you when you're around"

ack.

Date:	2003-12-19 05:47
Subject:	Bro's before ho's
Security:	Public
Mood:	discontent
Music:	"The Radiator Hums," Cursive

Since I feel like I'm 16 again, ok, well, maybe 18 again, here I am, posting in livejournal. The last two days have been very strange and very good. Who is that sleeping in my bed? Why? (Pud, you better take back that fucking shallow commment)

I have been reminded of the following: Kristy's shoes and Brian's head, road-tripping, Mark/Brett, slurpees on us, that time Freshman year of college when everyone from fucking Michigan came to my dorm, Homewood, the JWex sweater that won't quit, Betsy Clancy's cuteness, the Tiger and the Lioness, New Year's 2001, and that time that you liked me and I liked you. Yeah, that time. That that happened.

J, I am coming home on Saturday and I expect to hang out with you in the week that I am going to be home.
Steve and Eric, same thing.
Jackson, same thing.
Cindy, if you're home I would love to see and pictures of your whole trip.
Heather, if you don't come over on Christmas I might go insane. And your flame stocking will be up...
Tim, I miss you and I would love to visit sometime if you'd have me (Happy 1 Year Make-Out Anniversary!).

So what's up with the bad timing? Always.

B South and anyone else that likes my kind of humor, go here: http://www.homestarrunner.com/tgsmenu.html

Date:	2003-06-28 04:27
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	discontent
Music:	Keith's Party Favor Mix

Somehow I always end up disappointed. I think there needs to be some changes.

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